This path leads everywhere exept the one place that I want to be. People keep on looking to me, expecting more, sucking, draining and not bothering to invest! I sit here and it's two am and all I can think about is the responsibility that lies ahead of me. Responsibility that I in part took to myself for need of inspiration and drive, but then partly got from people whose look to me doesn't waiver. It is easy to live your life the way you want when it is just you, but I can feel the generations of better mes who are on their way to claim what is rightfully their! How will I be able to pay this debt if I have nothing to pay it with?